Everybody'S Eyes

I-I-I-I-I look into everybody's eyes
One by one, one at a time
And it makes me wanna cry
Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life
One by one, you save my life
You could say I saved your life
But that goes both ways like a

Bi guy, my my
Vids on YouTube like a Try Guy, fly high
Backstage pouring me a Mai Tai, why why
You might be scared to approach me
But don't you worry, I'm shy, I'm
Just as nervous as you are to meet you for real
I get fucking starstruck when you say how you feel
Feeling like I owe you something, some kinda deal
'Cause honestly, you gave me my life
I could give my all out on that stage till I'm numb
We could take a serious pic and one that's dumb
I could even give to you the shirt off my back
But no, none of that repays you, you let me be
Frax, Frax, Frax, Frax, Frax
Some of this shit doesn't track
Mostly I still feel the same
I'm still into Sam and Max
I still eat my salmon flax
I still scream goddamnit when the industry don't have my back
So that means every day I scream goddamnit

(You know, my head is not screwed on correctly
And yeah, it pisses me off because that's not even my fault
But, also, it's my responsibility to be and act normal so
Come on! Unlearn that helplessness, let's go)

You would tell me to "always remember, it is us against the world"
But I went out into the world and I love it a lot
And now I get distraught when I remember that you ever wanted me to be against the world
That's why it's gonna be a really confusing day for me when you die
Yeah, I'll probably miss you then
Just like how I miss you now
I know on the day you die
Your death will solidify
That you're never gonna change
For me or for anyone
And until the day you die
I'll stay a freak in your eyes
Hate that I'm okay with that
Hate that I'm prepared for it
Hate that I've got action plans
Would it not be easier for both of us to talk about the elephant?
Come on man, just call me your daughter for the hell of it
I would go so far as to call all the past irrelevant
All I need is just one sign
I heard you call Twitter X
I've been trans for longer than that, and I still don't get respect
I travel home and it's just for my brother
Hope he turns out all right despite our shared father and mother
Everybody bites their tongue at the dinner table when I am there
And all I can see is everybody's mouth bleed
All of you are fake as fuck
Pop these hormones, end my bloodline, that's what's up
Fly out of the place where they don't give a fuck
And head back to the show
And head back to the stage where

I look into everybody's eyes
One by one, one at a time
And it makes me wanna cry
Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life
One by one, you save my life
You could say I saved your life
But don't treat me like I am special
I look into everybody's eyes
One by one, one at a time
And it makes me wanna cry
Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life
One by one, you save my life
Two by two, I get back up
Three by three, I make that
Four on the floor, everybody jump
Five by five is twenty-five
Six by six is thirty-six
You could say I saved your life
But don't treat me like I am special because you also saved mine
It goes both ways all the time