La La La

La la la la
I don't wanna die but I wanna make it stop
Keep on wasting my time, rot my body like a crop
Think I'm gonna make it whoops, think I'm gonna flop
Think I'm looking at the clock more often than I used to
Have to bend some pressure just to prove that I am with you
Contribute a monster beyond imagination
Spotify is stupid, Spotify is satan
Singing my song I sing la la la
Humor in the chaos I say ha ha ha
When pop culture cums me out I say ha ha ha
When I don't know what to be I say la la la to the people in my screen

You made me me
Both for better and for worse
You made me me
We made memes
Yeah, that's how we were bondin'
But these days it's going different
I don't receive correspondence
Like, as soon as I started wanting, then you stopped respondin'
You're following me to keep tabs on me when I know you're plottin'
It's like I'm the only one on earth that sees this big monster
And they look at me like I'm crazy
When I say run away from the monster
Fuck industry face at the concert
When I turn around, flip both middle fingers to the camera, say "Fuck my sponsors"
That's a little more
Chronic indifference for my intrepid soul
Melodramatic life is an episode
Fully going bepis mode
Ramon Laguarta
When I got a show in Atlanta, I take the MARTA to it
Said I'm from the South Shore, and no, I am not from Martha's Vineyard
But I wanna do tax fraud like Martha did

La a-a-a-a a a
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna stop
Wasting my time yeah I wasted a lot
T-Think I'm gonna make it
T-Think I'm gonna not

When pop culture cuts me out, then I make my own
Yeah, they love to shout when I take my throne
You can call me names
You can play games with me
But you're never gonna break my bones
Finding humor in the chaos, I say, "What the fuck" (What the)
I could try my best, and you'd say, "Frax sucks the life out of everything, and she should never have tried to be anything," so forgive me if I'm hung up on petty things
Ugh
'Cause it hurts sometimes, when I wanna die
And then someone who don't know me tell me how I feel
Can you worship me, but then leave me be
The pedestal you put me on is just too surreal
And I know
If we threw a concert in a vacuum with our eyes closed
You would sing the low parts, and I'd have to take the high notes
I would get the lyrics wrong and improvise with my dotes
But the words I'd say would make you think that I'm a psycho
(Ouch!)
Fuck it up (yeah)
Fuck it up (yeah)
All we know how to do is fuck it up
Got all these genders fuckin' us
Suckin' us (technically)
'Cause it hurts sometimes
Yeah, it hurts sometimes
When you got it wrong and I'm dehumanized
Don't you pass me the mic
'Cause I'll hold that shit for an hour and I won't stop till I photosynthesize
This is what I do
And you almost made me quit when you tried to make it all about you
These days the things I witness
Are so crazy
It makes me feel normal
So rude and uncouth that I seem formal
I caught you straight lying down on business, so
I don't wanna hear you talk to me about morals
Getting mad, I need my reef like coral
I said somethin', you heard somethin' else like laurel
Couldn't even fall off when I purposefully tried to, so
I don't wanna hear you tellin' me who's mortal

(Okay
It's food house, it's food house, it's food house
Only thing we know how to do is fuck it up
He wanna get list for his friends so what, he don't wanna see how this ends so what, he probably became a new fan so what)

Make it stop!
L-Like please
Words in my head, they're so fuckin' mean
Making me submit, put me down on my knees
Remember I'm the shit, Jack Ü Febreze
And I gotta persist I sing la la la
Humor in the chaos, I say ha ha ha
Keep my head right up, keep my vibe right on
The song only ends at the end of the song