You Deserve This (Anger)

Look

I didn’t wanna talk because its not in my heart
But knowing what I know you know you took it too far
Breaking up with me to heal alone that was smart
Until you moved another man into your home for a start

And how you calling me to tell me he wont leave you alone?
Suffocating you wont let you live in peace on your own
And when he does he takes the car and locks you into your home
He’s paying people just to spy on you wherever you flown 

But if you had to pick between it would be me over him
Get a grip I couldn’t see it now I finally win
You’re not my problem you’re a little fucking girl for gutter 
I hope he gives what you really deserve he’ll make you suffer

I know everything you ever said to me was a lie
You’re not worth a single tear that falls from my eye
I hope he treats you poorly like every other guy
You couldn’t handle something real and so you ran no surprise

All of them cameras fucking with your head
Now behind the eyes you’re dead
Oh the Island killed you now opinions is how you’re fed

I’m convinced you didn’t have a heart before you went on
But it doesn’t take away from what I thought was real was dead wrong 

I could never respect any girl that craves a shitty man
Tell me I’m not manly babe I’m manly you just didn’t plan
To meet a guy you knew could give you everything you panicked
Took my world for granted now your world doing titanic

Oh no baby sinking
Someone helping her please I couldn’t do it
Don’t be fooled she doesn’t want the help she’s just involve with screwing
Knowing she can take another space and live rent free
Now its time to pay your debt you bitch and fuck these memories

My bubble burst 
I see everything for who you are
Fucking hurt
Now I know exactly who’s the star
I’d prefer
Never hear your name again a fresher start
Was never her
And I’m gassed we know the truth at last


I see your toxic blood and wonder who else it infects
My family you change me all I tried was to protect but really
Telling me you love me for the first time on our last day
Was a sign you didn’t wanna live with me but in my head

You’re master manipulator
Now I know I couldn’t care i’ll never see you later
I’m a pure heart still I cant forgive a traitor
I’m a lion rule the land and your an alligator

Live in dirty water that is where you’re comfortable
I feel bad you never stood a chance at love at all
Life came and dealt you shitty hands and fucking won them all
So its no wonder you’ve been hurting and you’re vulnerable

I understand that hurt people hurt people
And I can do no evil
So even though I’m writing this I still want you to be cool
This fires big enough it doesn’t need me adding diesel
Go get the help you really need if not it could be lethal

I loved you every single day for me those feelings were real
I see the person you can be but you don’t want it heal
You’re living under someone’s thumb and though its dumb that you wont run I know you stay 
Coz thats the only way you’ll truly feel

Broke my heart and broke it in a way you know you shouldn’t 
Angry is understatement hate is what I’m brewing
So hear me when I say these final words I know you’re viewing 
No better human without me your life is ruined 

I’m done.