Enemy Brain

Enemy brain, enemy brain
It's always the same, always the same

Just another day in this hell world, hey
I don't let it in, I get by okay
Step through the fog, how am I feelin' today?
Well you know, you know, you know, you know, know

See I was doing great 'til the happiness tax
'Round 4PM it just hits like that
Yeah, some of my best days still go bad
But you know, you know, you know, you know

I've been tryin' to figure it out
Oh, there's gotta be some kind of reason
Why I've been feeling so down
I did everything right
But it still feels like the sky's falling down
It's my enemy brain, ain't cooperating
It's beating me down
And it's freaking me out, yeah

(Enemy brain, enemy brain)
(It's always the same, always the same)
(Enemy brain, enemy brain, yeah)

Okay, okay, okay
I can't quite tell if it's cool or depraved
Having pizza for breakfast for the last five days
How am I gonna shake this bad vibe haze?
Well, I don't know, don't know, don't know, don't know, no

If I fall down and don't know how
How am I meant to pick myself up right now?
Seems like maybe I should know by now
But you know, you know, you know, you know

I've been tryin' to figure it out
Oh, there's gotta be some kind of reason
Why I've been feeling so down
I did everything right
But it still feels like the sky's falling down
It's my enemy brain, ain't cooperating
It's beating me down
And it's freaking me out, yeah yeah

(Everything makes no sense)
(And I just can't see the difference)
(And I've been hoping that tomorrow might save me, yeah)

You could say that I'm out past misery
And I'm outclassed viciously by the hard times
Could be me or my bad mind
I wish to be with my people, trying stuff for no reason
Might discover some meaning
Why am I here overthinking?
I'm just tryin' to figure it out

I've been searching and can't find a reason
Why I'm the mess I am now
How am I supposed to relax
Through competing with all of the stress and the doubt?
I'm too close to the canvas
I gotta step back, I can do this, but how?
I guess I'll keep trying to

Figure it out
Oh, there's gotta be some kind of reason
Why I've been feeling so down
I did everything right
But it still feels like the sky's falling down
It's my enemy brain, ain't cooperating
It's beating me down
Oh, and it's freaking me out, yeah yeah

(Enemy brain, enemy brain)
(It's always the same, always the same)
(Enemy brain, enemy brain, yeah)

(Figure it out)
(Oh, there's gotta be some kind of reason)
(Why I've been feeling so down)
(I did everything right)
(But it still feels like the sky)