Birthday Pony

This is a birthday pony 
This is a strange kind of rest 
Because I feel like a guest 
When I'm right here at home 

I'm not right here at home 
I opened up these accounts 
All these separate accounts 
Because I can't comprehend 

The single ride to the end 
I needed something to do 
And so I split into two 
But now the pattern takes hold 

I find I'm losing control 
Laugh boy 
I don't want to be free 
This is a birthday pony