Panic Paralysis

I can’t think straight
Once again I am late
I make many mistakes
I really don’t feel that great
Nobody might see, that daily fight I have with me
My head works like an anarchy
It consumes all my energy

There should be a way to fix this,
’cause I’m slowly at my limit

I’m terrified
I can’t move, can’t think, it’s like I’m
Paralyzed
but I – keep fighting,
I keep fighting my own mind

Keep fighting, I keep fighting my own mind
But I keep fighting, I keep fighting

I achieved so many dreams,
but I’m still useless as it seems
I have no power over me,
it’s like a god damn lottery
Can I mute the noise inside my head,
which always leads to being sad
A cycle I’m so tired of, might fall asleep to shut it off

Trying to control it
But I guess I am an unfit

I’m terrified
I can’t move, can’t think, it’s like I’m
Paralyzed
but I –
keep fighting, I keep fighting
I'm stuck in slow motion
I can’t change a thing
I feel like frozen
Can’t move or think and I -
Keep fighting, I keep fighting my own mind

But I keep fighting, I keep fighting my own mind

So help me out of this state
I don’t like living this way
I feel like I’m going insane
Forever stuck in this tragedy but I’ll never obey

I’m terrified
I can’t move, can’t think, it’s like I’m
Paralyzed
but I –
keep fighting, I keep fighting
I'm stuck in slow motion
I can’t change a thing
I feel like frozen
Can’t move or think and I -
Keep fighting, I keep fighting my own mind

But I keep fighting, I keep fighting my own mind
But I, But I, But I

But I keep fighting, I keep fighting my own mind