To All The Boys

Lookin' at you lookin' away
Lookin' after other girls you could play
I'm makin' the rules just for you to break 'em
You were the king, I was your queen
Live acting chess, I could've goin'
Anywhere, but chose to play to protect you
Holdin' back and coverin' up
Breakin' contact, didn't talk too much
Played the perfect housewife or whore
When you decided it's time to fuck
Handling feelings like orgasms, fake it by heavily breathing
That heartbeat you're feeling's not beating from sex, the fuck? Nah
Baby, it's panic attacks

To all the boys I've left before
I hope you're watchin' now
And suck it, what your mommy has said before
Let me start over, baby
To all the boys I've left before (la-da-da-da, da-da, da-da)
I hope you're watchin' now
And suck it, what your mommy has said before
The best thing you could've ever had is gone

Call your mother again
Tell her how crazy I am
Pleased now, that you're scared of me
Let me be your archenemy
Let me play the villain you met
And call me the crazy ex-bitch you left
I should've tagged the price you pay
For playin' me like one of your video games
They said you're afraid of me
And you didn't recognize me
You're callin' it insanity
I call it extra personalities
Delete you like you should've done it with your exes' nudes
I promised, "Break a promise you made
And I'm breakin' your face"

To all the boys I've left before
I hope you're watchin' now
And suck it, what your mommy has said before 
Let me start over, baby
To all the boys I've left before (la-da-da-da, da-da, da-da)
I hope you're watchin' now
And suck it what your mommy has said before
The best thing you could've ever had is gone

On tiptoes, while you kept crossing lines
I tightrope walkin' in dizzyin' heights
And you slept through
While I stayed up all night
(To all the)