Lazaretto

I don't know where to begin, I think I'm (moments away)
From everything crumbling all around me, so (show me the way)
Out of the deep end, now my back is (bowing in pain)
I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' (oh no, the shame)
Where will I end up?
If I don't wake up tomorrow
I let the pain do me in

Wake him in the middle of the night, to find I'm all alone
Oh no, where did he go? Where did he go? (Sometimes I think I'll never know)
Speaking all the pain and all the things that made us hate him
"What an ego" (i guess I'm better off than I know)

Not good enough, not good enough (you're afraid, you're afraid, you're afraid)
Not good enough, not good enough (you're afraid, you're afraid)

I don't know where to begin, I think I'm (moments away)
From everything crumbling all around me, so (show me the way)
Out of the deep end, now my back is (bowing in pain)
I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' (oh no, the shame)
Where will I end up?

(Don't let the pain do you in)