Drink Outside

My head is stuffed with clouds of distanced doubt
I'm being out of the frame
Never thought I'll ever solve this out

You know I could let the hangup bite
It helps me getting through this cold night

You could call it how I would expect it
Every time i try to be a different lie

Outdoors I still see downsides
Not sure I'll come back again
You see the same then you hide
The lock has kept me falling off the strength that held me under the quite right mind

You could call it how I would expect it
Every time i try to be a different lie

You saw me fall short after my day was gone
I know I lost you all
Now I drink outside alone
It could get better but our nerves were too small

You could call it how I would expect it
Every time i try to be a different lie