Manic State

Believe me God, if you're awake
I know some things are meant to break
But I've been chasing forgiveness
Trying to wait my turn
Picking up the pieces
But I'd rather burn
You're sinking your teeth in
Torn apart by overthinking
Now I wonder, was it all a dream

Tried to not believe what the devil say
Gave up on love when he walked away
Did you want blood, did you want everything?
Just say it

Tried to not believe what the devil say
Gave up on love when he walked away
Did you want blood, did you want everything?
Just say it
Just say it, just say it
Just say it, just say it

Stuck in a manic state, panicking
Wanna see myself through brand new eyes
Without the substances
Born with a fucked up brain over open flames
Wanna bite my tongue and just admit
I did this to myself

Fuck giving up my position
I built God and I shed the tears that he walks on
I fought the devil
And I'm about to burn like the sinner I am

Tried to not believe what the devil say
Gave up on love when he walked away
Did you want blood, did you want everything?
Just say it
Just say it, just say it
Just say it, just say it

Just say it, just say it
Just say it

Feels like an imitation medication
Fill my heart with lies and false salvation
You cauterize my eyes, turn the day into night
Black and white like a parasite
Living in the host

Bless me with kerosene
I am the host
Burn like a sinner
I am the host