Homesick

I'm homesick for a day that never happened
And I'm going to a place that I imagined
I'll awaken, my bed, the sheets are sweating
I don't know when the best of my life happened

'Cause I waste every moment on the chase
Oh, it's never over
For the day that can't get any better
If it's not mine, it's gone forever
But then why do I remember?

I'm craving arms that never held me like a mother
Who's love's so safe, it's deadly
And I'm small, and I'm warm and all that's real is the moment
And I'm no longer a woman, I just melt into the floor

While I waste every moment on the chase
Oh, it's never over
For the day that can't get any better
If it's not mine, it's gone forever
But then why do I remember?

All I ever wanted never did exist at all
I feel like my whole life has been haunted
By a child who never was
And all I ever wanted never did exist at all
I feel like my whole life has been haunted
By a child who never was

All I ever wanted never did exist at all, mmh
By a child who never was