Stuck Here With Me

Step one, gotta find a way to get the fuck outta bed
Step two, gotta find a way to get the fuck out my head
Step three, gotta wake up, do this all over again
Every day, every night, I would trade it in a heartbeat

How the hell is everyone on autopilot?
They make it look so easy, but the closer I get
The more I feel like I could scream and start a riot
In dismay, not alright
Hate to say it, but-

If I could switch on the count of three
I would do it, but I am stuck here with me
Oh, I wish there was someone else I could be
I would do it, but I am, I am stuck here with me
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Stuck here with me
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

I love you, I'm trying (I love you, I'm trying)

Spent spring in the worst depression of my whole life
Spent summer in a cloud of smoke, way up with the kites
I became a version of myself I don't like
Winter, fall, all the same, I would trade it in a heartbeat

Through the screen, I'm watching everybody I grew up with move on
On the stage, I black out, forget the words to all of my own songs
In the corner, feeling like I just don't belong
No way out, in a daze
Hate to say it, but-

If I could switch on the count of three
I would do it, but I am stuck here with me
Oh, I wish there was someone else I could be
I would do it, but I am, I am stuck here with me
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Stuck here with me
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Beautiful people livin' in the palm of my hand
They make it look easy
Tell me why I can't understand

Stuck here with me
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Stuck here with me
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Stuck here with me
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh