Motherfucker

I was waiting for you to come
Around the corner when I
Went and stuck out my thumb
To see who would try
Pull over pick me up
I don't care if I die
Lately I feel this lull
And it has ruined my life

It's not so much the sinking feeling
That's got me bumming under moonlit skies
It's subtle darkness when I do anything
It's killing me to stay alive

Driver take me somewhere I can
Be alone for a while
I can't remember when
I had a genuine smile
I hate most of my friends
Ahead of me by a mile
The jealousy that I have
Makes me feel so juvenile

I wanna know what makes people hungry
Or why they tire over midnight eyes
Spoke with a stranger and he sold me something
We all expire from a slow suicide

And when we go we're erased by the tide
Like silhouettes we return to the night
So pull me out know they're closing the lid
Fading away I'm the idiot kid

Wish I could be like others
Along for the ride
I am a hitchhiker
At least it's my disguise
Ain't it a motherfucker
Ain't it a waste of time
We're waiting for a lover
Fading into the night