Holding On

One year ringing
It's still there
Trauma of twenty eighteen
It's still up in the air
I'm still holding on
And I'm trying not to care
Everything that I've done wrong
Follows me everywhere
I'm still treading on
Just leave me all alone with all the morbid thoughts
Because I will carry on
The weight of everything I've lost
They tell me

Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Cause there's no way around it
There is no way around it
There is no way around it
And there's no way

Three years ringing
I'm still here
Never thought I'd make it this far
Keep running from the fear
I'm still holding on
And I'm trying not to care
Everything that I've done wrong
I want to disappear
I'm still treading on
Just leave me all alone with all the morbid thoughts
Because I will carry on
The weight of everything I've lost
The weight of everything I've lost

Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Cause there's no way around it
There is no way around it
There is no way around it
And there's no way
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
No don't you think about it
Cause there's no way around it
There is no way around it
There is no way around it
And there's no way