Underwhelmed

I have nothing left to give you, my friend
'Cause you've bled me dry over and over again
Don't even try 'cause we're all gonna die someday
If I was a bird, you would harvest all my feathers
And if I had a friend, you wouldn't let us see each other
Take what you want, and take what you need from me

The city took my house, and its people took my things
My neighbors took my books and all my shiny rings
But then you came along just to finish me off
I'm gonna scream

In the cold of the winter, you would peel off all my clothes
And in the heat of the summer, poke a hole in my hose
You fed me 'til I cracked, you're a pain in the ass
You've ruined me
If I was a fish, you would take me out of water
And if I was a pig, I'd be the target of your slaughter
I'm shit out of luck 'cause you don't give a fuck about me

Anytime I hear that you're around
My entire world comes crashing down
'Cause I can't forget what you've done to me
Anytime I hear you speak my name
I feel like I have gone insane
What could you want? What do you want from me?

People see me as a pessimist and a grouch
But I just think that I am underwhelmed
I used to be bright as the sun
But now I'm just a dark storm cloud
And it's all because I'm feeling underwhelmed

Underwhelmed, underwhelmed, underwhelmed

I found an old note that I wrote for you that
Described a big heart full of love I had for you for life
Too bad it's been sucked dry
Nobody ever apologizes until you've drank yourself to death
I guess your friends all care once you're six feet underground
You've taken everything from me that I love that made me who I am
You've broken me far worse than a hollow glass thrown up on the ground

It's been years since I let you turn the gears inside my head
You asked for forgiveness, but now I'm not gonna
Now I'm not gonna, now I'm not gonna