Internet

Sorry I’m no fun 
The internet’s a loaded gun 
Sorry I’m not the one 

I’m not bold, not cool, not masculine
I scroll and shrink inside my skin
They tell me, be myself, speak my mind 
I rehearse my words, Everything is a lie
Filter out the part that wants to die
I laugh real loud so they won’t see
The panic crawling out of me

Sorry I’m no fun 
The internet’s a loaded gun 
Sorry I’m not the one 
The internet is a loaded gun 

I lost weight, still hate my shape
Still pinch my waist, still run all day
Is it selfish that I still want more?
I don’t even know what I’m crying for
I stutter, break mid-sentence
Act like it’s fine when I feel defenseless
They cheer for the mask I built off pain
But never ask if I’m okay

Sorry I’m no fun 
The internet’s a loaded gun 
Sorry I’m not the one 
The internet is a loaded gun 

Sorry I’m no fun 
The internet’s a loaded gun 
Sorry I’m not the one 
The internet is a loaded gun 

Sorry I’m no fun 
The internet’s a loaded gun 
Sorry I’m not the one 
The internet is a loaded gun 

(no fun)

I try to impress them all 
Help me help me now 
I turn into someone else
Yet I can’t impress myself

I try to impress them all 
Help me help me now 
I turn into someone else
Yet I can’t impress myself

I try to impress them all 
Help me help me now 
I turn into someone else
Yet I can’t impress myself

Sorry I’m no fun 
The internet’s a loaded gun 
Sorry I’m not the one 
The internet is a loaded gun 

No fun no fun, it’s a loaded gun

Sorry I’m not the one 
The internet is a loaded gun 

Sorry I’m no fun 

Sorry I’m no fun 
The internet’s a loaded gun 
Sorry I’m not the one 
The internet is a loaded gun 

No fun no fun, it’s a loaded gun

No fun no fun, it’s a loaded gun