Dear Diary

I don't believe that anybody has an ear for me to lend
Because I've been searching for an answer
So where the fuck do I even begin
And we have tried
To escape the fate
Why am I so tired
I don't want to start over again
Yeah how can I find what is rightfully mine
When I push everyone away what have I become
Let me ask why do we all drink our pains away
If it don't help us in the mourning
We're all victims of regret
Yeah I would know because I've been like this since seventeen
And I wish that I could live normally
Yeah I could run away but there's no where left to hide
And we have tried
To escape the fate
Why am I so tired
I don't want to start over again
Yeah how can I find what is rightfully mine
When I push everyone away what have I become
Why do I act so strong if I don't belong
Living in a mess that I made bet that you're wondering
Why the fuck can't you just fix it
Singing nonsense isn't medicine
Why am I the fucking problem
You just need to read the script and lie to them
And we have tried
To escape the fate
Why am I so tired
I don't want to start over again
Yeah how can I find what is rightfully mine
When I push everyone away what have I become