Lifeline

Trapped in my room
It's the only way to live
Yeah I'm losing friends
Something's got to give
Tell me why do I refuse to go out
Guess because of all my anxieties
Depression is my only kin
At least it will die with me
And I'm just croaking out
The things I've always seen
But there's no way out
It's who I'm meant to be
What does it mean to be found when you're constantly lost
When you got no meaning in life guess you're just a forgotten thought
Do all you hear me screaming now
Is this who I'm really meant to be
Past thoughts about you I wish couldn't keep
Broke liquor bottles from nights I couldn't sleep
My minds filled with nightmares what's the point in counting sheep
Guess I'm going nowhere while dark clouds surround me
I'm lost and won't be found
It's how I'll always be
Got good at making a fake smile
So you don't see the pain inside of me
Guess I'll tie a noose in the morning
Think it's time I finally leave
You could never save darling
I'm the master of my own miseries
And I'm just croaking out
The things I've always seen
But there's no way out
It's who I'm meant to be
What does it mean to be found when you're constantly lost
When you got no meaning in life guess you're just a forgotten thought
Do all you hear me screaming now
Is this who I'm really meant to be
Tell me what's the point in this fucking life
If I can not figure it out
It's like everyone feels like this
I'm not the only one that is drowned
Tell me why do we all feel dead inside
Is this who we're really meant to be
Guess we could try to break the mold
But will it fully heal the pain
Maybe if we all loved one another
We wouldn't have to feel ashamed
So what's the point in fucking trying
If I know I'm going to break
Can someone call me lifeline
Because I might die today
And I'm just croaking out
The things I've always seen
But there's no way out
It's who I'm meant to be
What does it mean to be found when you're constantly lost
When you got no meaning in life guess you're just a forgotten thought
Do all you hear me screaming now
Is this who I'm really meant to be
And I'm just croaking out
The things I've always seen
But there's no way out
It's who I'm meant to be
What does it mean to be found when you're constantly lost
When you got no meaning in life guess you're just a forgotten thought
Do all you hear me screaming now
Is this who I'm really meant to be