Pestilence

Floating away
Long nights hard knocks without you
Six gun therapy going to be the death of me
And now I can not
Can not find the truth

You make me sick to stomach
The waters turning to blood
Inside my heart is a darkness
Mixed with some frogs and the flies
And I just wish you were honest
I wish that you never lied
And now I'm stuck here looking in from the outside

She just a pestilence
Not heaven sent
Fucking waste of my time
I bet that I'm imbedded in
That little head
I'm probably in her top five

And fucked up love is what you call it
I just wanted to go all in

Now I'm floating away
Long nights hard knocks without you
Six gun therapy going to be the death of me
And now I can not
Can not find the truth

Yeah I'm floating away
Long nights hard knocks without you
Six gun therapy going to be the death of me
And now I can not
Can not find the truth

I guess I'm not as perfect
As she ever wanted me be
Overdosing melatonin
It's been getting harder to sleep
And maybe that's just me being me
Or maybe its me wishing things turned out differently

So if I picked up this knife would you stop me from ending it
I'm sorry if I can't speak I just don't understand
Why I'm so lonely in a room full of all my friends
To all my friends
Why are you worried

Now I'm floating away
Long nights hard knocks without you
Six gun therapy going to be the death of me
And now I can not
Can not find the truth

Yeah I'm floating away
Long nights hard knocks without you
Six gun therapy going to be the death of me
And now I can not
Can not find the truth