Confusion

They are screaming
They are screaming

I don't believe in what you say
But I don't know why it hurts me
I want to ask you, my so-called friend
Why do you try to awake something inside me?

You look at me and you're angry
I look at you and you judge
Looks like your eyes are bleeding
Looks like they are screaming

They are screaming
I love you

I love you, but I hate you
'Cause you're always screaming at me
I hate you, I will break you
I want to be free, can't you see?

Don't make me feel this shit again
I won't forgive you until the end
If I die, it's better
'Cause you have no chance to win

You look at me and you're angry
I look at you and you blame me
Feels like your eyes are bleeding
And now I am screaming

They are screaming
I love you

I love you, but I hate you
'Cause you're always screaming at me
I hate you, I will break you
I want to be free, can't you see?

I will kill you when you sleep
'Cause you don't let me be me
Death — what I used to fear to face
Is what my life was meant to be

Look, this is my blood smashing on the ground
Look, here comes my last breath
So take a question and revelations
Take it home and fuck with it
GO!

I thought I knew what's wrong with me
(I am drifting again)
But shit I can't escape all this
(I am outta control)
Every time you disgrace me
(I am drowning again)
Every time you control me

I love you
I love you, but I hate you
'Cause you're always screaming at me
I hate you, I will break you
I want to be free, can't you see?

I will kill you when you sleep
'Cause you don't let me be me
Death — what I used to fear to face
Is what my life was meant to be