Leeches

Hollow void empty
Nothing inside this shell
My mind's forever resting
In the depths of hell
I think of my end
But I pray this isn't my last day
I never wanted to be this way
I never wanted to feel so broken
I live a life that my demons have chosen
And I'm just something passing through
I feel nothing and nothing's true
My heart is shattered in pieces
Cause all I've found were the leeches
With each day I become more speechless
My mind is crumbling and I can't breathe
Something's got a hold on me
And I can't feel a fucking thing
So just
So just let me be
I just need to see
That there's a darker side of me
Wish I'd leave this version of myself behind
Wish I didn't have to feel this torment inside
It never leaves me
It's always lingering
It's always in my thoughts
I'm so fucking lost
Why am I alive?
Why am I a soul?
I didn't ask to feel alone
I didn't ask to have no home
And now I'm used to feeling so broken
Living my life that my demons have chosen
And I'm just something passing through
I feel nothing and nothing's true
My heart is shattered in pieces
Cause all I've found were the leeches
No one around knows i'm drowning
No one I know ever cared
They say it'll all get better
But my life can't be spared
But I just learn to cope
Beginning to believe there is no hope
I was born this way
Meant to be alone
My phantoms watching
It follows me home
It follows me home
It follows me home