Rain

Rain hell on me
You haunt the air I breathe
I see your face in everything
A misery effigy
That looks straight back at me

Lost in sound
As the heavens came burning down
Prayers belted in dissonance
Left crushed by a love I had sanctified
I can't get out alive

Your lonely eyes still mourn for
An amber warmth that fled
The lilies drowned by downpour
Is where you've made your fucking bed

(Why won't) why
Won't you (you) let me (leave)
Let me sleep

My place of worship
Adorned vermillion red
I see the echoes of your presence
In faces of death
It all amounts to nothing
And I wish that we could have grown into something more
Than just this suffering

In the nights that my cries engulfed the violet sky
And in the moments I wished I would fucking die
You'd be there, raining hell on me

You haunt the air I breathe
I see your face in everything
And you're looking straight back at me
I am the body you saturate
And I am the failures you animate
And I am the ground that you consecrate
I am, I am

I can't go on

Empathy warped from nights lost to pleading
Please just let me sleep
(I'm so sorry)