Not Enough

I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind

I know it doesn't make sense
I think of you much less now that I've chosen to pretend
Don't expect that you will ever understand the pain I'm in
It's the life I chose to live
Tell me why I can't resist?
It's alright, I'll believe anything

How could I let myself down?
Thought I had you all figured out
Let my anonymous drown
How can I help myself now?

I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind
I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind

Everything has changed
As I watch you walk away I can't help but be amazed
How could I've fallen for the same mistake?
Go hide with all of your problems, please wait in a line
You can't compete with the monster, forced into a lie

How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?)
How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?)
How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?)
How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?)

How could I let myself down?
Thought I had you all figured out
Let my anonymous drown
How can I help myself now?

I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind
I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind