Day Drinking

She said it's all in my head, she thinks I'm overthinking
But I'm over-drinking every morning instead
And I know it isn't healthy, but at least I know it helps me
Forget about any mean thing you've said, alright
Let's not talk about it, keep it underneath the carpet
Pretend it never happened at all
I'm so sick of fighting, let's just pick a silver lining
It feels like you aren't trying at all

And I'm running out of options
I feel I'm in a constant state of dissonance and despair, alright
Someone shut my mouth, this conversation's headed south
I didn't mean for it to get out of hand
I just wanna drown it out, the same old arguments about my health
How much time I spend with my band (too much) (not enough!)
Going in and out of focus, only you will never notice me
I guess I better lay down

Clothes on the floor next to your hamper
Don't pamper me, I'm a mess but so are you
Fruit on the counter resembles why I doubt her
Mold that no one's brave enough to move