Here I Lay (Feat. Yaboidirty)

Here I lay
Covering your lies up
I hope it's what you wanted
You said you would stay
You never say goodbye
But you got just what you wanted
Yeah you made me want to hurt somebody
Like the way that I hurt myself
I wish this pain on nobody
But I swear I'm tired as hell
So here I lay

Here I lay
I hope you got what you wanted
Your memory brings pain
I be damned if I'm haunted
How could you walk away
And say your feelings changed
I guess forever isn't always
You played my love like an open A
Whose to blame
I guess it's my fault again
I should have listened to my mama
Instead of chasing my sins
Now I'm down and out
Memories go round and round
You swore you wouldn't leave
Now look at me
Just another clown
I'm ready to
Hurt somebody like you hurt me
Somebody please wake me from this bad dream
It seems like I'm the only one that gets
Your love wasn't even there
Sick and tired of the games
My heart is not truth or dare
Got no one left here to hold
I'm starting to lose control
Jesus please take the wheel
This heartache is a common cold
Do they sell over the counter remedies for misery
Me and you are history
Just in case you here see

Here I lay
Covered in your lies
I hope it's what you wanted
You said you'd stay
But you never say goodbye
But you got just what you wanted
Now you make me wanna hurt somebody
Like the way that I'm hurting myself
And I don't wish this pain on nobody
But I swear I'm tired as hell
But here I lay

Dirty
In the same place that she left
Cigarette burns all on my mattress
Tennessee whiskey all on my breath
Mamma calling asking if I'm good
I just tell her I'm doing my best
But I don't tell her how bad I miss you
And how without you I'm such a mess
You swore you'd never leave me
But you broke my heart and deceived me
And it's probably all my fault
Cause all she ever did was need me
And I know I got some issues cause my hearts been so misused
And I learned hard at a young age
That nobody really miss you

So here I lay
Covered in your lies
I hope it's what you wanted
You said you would stay
You never say goodbye
But you got just what you wanted
Now you make me want to hurt somebody
Like the way I'm hurting myself
And I don't wish this pain on nobody
But I swear I'm tired as hell
So here I lay