It'S Too Hard To Say Goodbye

This room is too bright, my lungs too tight
I can see my breath in the air tonight
I think I want to crash my car and fly to Mars
I want to sink into the stars tonight

Stop all of this screaming in my head
Pull the trigger, fill it up with lead
Tell my mom I'm sorry, but I tried
And it's too hard for me to say goodbye

I'm spinning 'round and around, playing lost and found
Do I see my soul over there? Not quite
I don't know where I'm going now, I'm driving round
But I'm blinded by the sound
I might

Stop all of this screaming in my head
Pull the trigger, fill it up with lead
Tell my mom I'm sorry, but I tried
And it's too hard for me to say goodbye