Pain

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Drowning in the mess that I always create, What’s the point of changing ways, When the pain remains the same!

(You made, you made, you made, you made)
You made me feel like this,
Don‘t pretend!
Sickness starts to take me over,
While you just forget!
They cracked my faith with every lie,
They watched me burn and passed me by.
Each breath I take just makes me cry,
Say my name and watch me die!

The waves are crushing me
(and) I‘m losing sanity,
I reach for heaven
but i’m going under!
The void under my feet
swallows the gravity,
I long for silence
in a world of thunder.
WILL IT EVER END?

What about the lies?
See the ways you shine,
Does it feel hollow?
Whats the point of changing all of this?
I can’t see hope anymore!
I fixed all my failures, but you drowned me in doubt.
I’m gonna crashout,
It’s gonna take seconds to hell!
The seizure never stops,
Echoes holds the rest.
A storm beneath my skin,
A war that never ends.

The waves are crushing me (and) I‘m losing sanity,
I reach for heaven
but i’m going under!
The void under my feet
swallows the gravity,
I long for silence
in a world of thunder.
WILL IT EVER END?

I’m the fucking problem that keeps shifting the blame?
Every bond I’ve ever made dragged me deep into shame.
Drowning in the mess that I always create,
What’s the point of changing ways,
When the pain remains the same!

We’re walking on Reaper's ground,
My fears will not obey!
Falling in the hole, become what you hated! That monster what you have made, The demons sinks in and know what you’d created!