When I'M Alone

Paranoid I'm seeing faces at the bottom of the bottle
That look like you
I can't avoid the reflections in the mirror you destroyed
That don't look like you

When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove
Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone
When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most
When I'm in love

When I'm alone
I can't help but sink into that hole I dug for you
I got no more feelings, but I guess that's nothing new
I keep digging deeper, but my shovel's getting old
I can't fill the void inside myself without a soul
I have lost my way
It feels like an endless stay

When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove
Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone
When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most
When I'm in love

Use my old wounds as a map to carve my new ones
I think I gave a shit once before the bottom hit
This is a special kind of hell, a death in living body
I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy

When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove
Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone
When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove
Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone
When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most
When I'm in love