Flood Light

You wanted the best
But it wasn't me
I'll take these thoughts
And drown them out before you see
The tone is set
It's never easy
I get the feeling this all happened in a dream
No
Needed more than an afterglow
The hesitation in my step I can't erode
Just so you know
I'm not doing too well
I hide it just a little too well
I hope you know
I'm not doing too well
No I'm not doing too well

It's a flood light
Flood light
Flood light
Shining on my everyday
Every night
All the time
Ain't it a fun life
Fun life
Fun life
I'm wondering wouldn't I be better off
In the dark
All the time

The tone is set
Too addicted to leave
Now it's underneath my skin controlling me
I don't see the use I don't know where I'm going
I'm selfish so I blame everyone else for it
I don't see the use & I don't see a sign
I've been waiting and waiting for stars to align

No
I'm not doing too well
I hide it just a little too well
I hope you know
I'm not doing too well
No I'm not doing too well

It's a flood light
Flood light
Flood light
Shining on my everyday
Every night
All the time
Ain't it a fun life
Fun life
Fun life
I'm wondering wouldn't I be better off
In the dark
All the time

What good is a bad dream
If I never get to wake up
Someone get the lights off me
Fade me away
What good is a bad dream
Do I ever get to wake up
Will I ever wake up

Just so you know
I'm not doing too well
I hide it just a little too well
I hope you know
I'm not doing too well
No I'm not doing too well

It's a flood light
Flood light
Flood light
Shining on my everyday
Every night
All the time
Oh and it's a fun fun fun fun fun life
Will I ever be better off
Better off
Better off
Better off