Chalk And Coal

So
I am led to the choice
How many hours and hours will I sacrifice
To find out this was all a lie?
I have never been fine
Of all the incurable suffering
They only offer
Some pills that would make me sick

No
Not again
Not again
Not again

I'm living inside my head
I'm living inside this hell

Mess
My name's emptiness
And I'm turning bitter and sour
With each passing hour
Until nothing's left of me

But though, you see
I'm not meant to be
I know, this disease
Will not set me at ease
I am rotten inside, I'm not pure

No
Not again
Not again
Not again