Hate

(Call me or text me when you see this, bye)

Pick up, no
I was kinda hoping you don't
Seven months just way to long
And I'm just not that strong
So I hang up, no
Maybe that's the reason you're gone
It's way to hard admitting I'm wrong
So I just carry on

So when you see my number
You don't have to wonder
Just know I tried but pride got in the way
And when I see your number
Won't let it take me under
It's as if we can't just say this face to face

I hate that I love you, hate you can't see it
Hate that you miss me and I don't believe it
Hate that you're funny, hate that you're fly
Hate all the space you take up in my mind
Hate how we started, hate how we ended
Hate how my heart's been broken for a minute
Is it to late?
Damn I need a break
From all of this, all of this hate, mm

Switch up, go
This is me letting you know
I've been feeling outta control
Can't shake this hole
So I get up, go
Maybe I'm sorry your old
You've been tryna keep me real low
Just me and my phone

So when you see my number
You won't have to wonder
Just know I tried but
Pride got in the way
And when I see your number
Don't let it take me under
It's as if we can't just say this face to face

I hate that I love you, hate you can't see it
Hate that you miss me and I don't believe it
Hate that you're funny, hate that you're fly
Hate all the space you take up in my mind
Hate how it started, hate how it ended
Hate how my heart's been broken a minute
Is it to late?
Damn I need a break
From all of this all of this hate

Gotta get on my own way, this shit ain't healthy
Getting this all off today, down tick you're foolish
This shit is stupid, I'm overthinking again
I'm crossing the line right now
Oh ya it is my turn now
I keep it solid
Starting to call ya
But I don't know what to say
(Sorry, the number you have reached is not in service)

I hate that I love you, hate you can't see it
Hate that you miss me, but I don't believe it
Hate that you're funny, hate that you're fine
Hate all this stupid shit
Hate how it started, hate how it ended
Hate how my heart's been broken for a minute
Is it too late
Damn, I need a break
From all of this, all of this hate