Always Searching
If I Were You
3:49
(Warning, system failure)
(All memory is now lost)
(I'll just delete my existence)
(This is a new beginning)
(This is a new beginning)
All alone now
I can feel the walls start to cave on me now
And I have no place left to go
I feel the walls behind me
They're closing in around me
I feel the weight within me
Crushing my bones inside me
I can't rely on faith this time
You have failed me
You have let me down
I won't tell myself that I am fine
It's like I'm falling away from everything I love
Is this what's left of me?
Holding on to something that was never real
Will you be there to catch me?
'Cause I'm drowning, I'm fading
And losing grip on reality
Reaching out for someone to save me
Suffocating under the pressure
I'm dying for one last chance
Just one more breath
My memories are useless
No matter how hard I try
I will never be free from this torture
I will never feel alive again
My memories are toxic
My memories kill me
(Pray for me now)
It's like I'm falling away from everything I love
Is this what's left of me?
Holding on to something that was never real
Will you be there to catch me?
'Cause I'm drowning, I'm fading
And losing grip on reality
Reaching out for someone to save me
Save me
As my eyes roll back in my skull, the life leaves my body
System failure
System failure, fuck
Where were you when I needed you?
I'm afraid it's too late
So, say your last goodbye
(Falling away from everything I love)
(Pray for me now)
(Holding on to something that was never real)
('Cause I'm drowning, I'm fading)
(And losing grip on reality)
(Reaching out for someone to save me)
(Falling away from everything)