A Cut This Deep

Oh, how far we've come
From the grace of our love
Now you're breathing in dust
From the hole that I dug

No need to poison my well
Cause I did it myself time can't put a fire out if it started in hell

So I drink myself blind to cover deeds I've done
Stumble on coal feet are burnin up
I tried to run but I aint that fast
Now I'm dragging my legs and they hurt real bad

And I lied "It wasn't meant to be"
I won't buy cause the truth ain't cheap
I'm reaching up at something I can't have
I'm a bottom shelf man and she's not coming back

Good God I'm no good
I've got blood on my hands
That I just can't clean cause they clawed at your back
When you tried to leave

Good God it's good you're gone
I tried to make ya whole, only made you bleed
Cause stitches don't work on a cut this deep

Please don't make me keep pleading
I'd do it till i stop breathing
But it'd make my pride sweat
Is that my price for leaving?

Im sorry bout the games played
I didn't realize what was at stake
Just tell me there's still an "us"
I'm a love sick addict and you're my drug

So I get stone-eyed high
To escape the truth that i should've held tight what i let loose

Coulda loved you right
Shoulda fought you less
But it's too damn late to make amends

Good God I'm no good
I've got blood on my hands
That I just can't clean cause they clawed at your back
When you tried to leave

Good God it's good you're gone
I tried to make ya whole, only made you bleed
Cause stitches don't work on a cut this deep

Could've loved you right
Would've fought you less
But i spent my words on a wasted breath

Could've loved you right
Would've fought you less
If i knew that this was how it ends

Could've loved you right
Would've fought you less
But i spent my words on a wasted breath

Could've loved you right
Would've fought you less
If i knew that this was how it ends

Good God I'm no good
I've got blood on my hands
That I just can't clean cause they clawed at your back
When you tried to leave

Good God it's good you're gone
I tried to make ya whole, only made you bleed
Cause stitches don't work on a cut this deep