Mirror Of Doubt

Staring in the mirror, a stranger meets my eyes,
Questions haunt my every move, tangled up in lies.
The person I’ve become, I barely recognize,
Loving you in secret, drowning in disguise.

Mirror of doubt, reflection's tearing me apart,
Mirror of doubt, shadows creeping through my heart.
Mirror of doubt, lost in what I feel,
Mirror of doubt, tell me what is real.

Every time I see you, my confidence decays,
A web of contradictions, lost in a maze.
How can I compete with the love you already own?
Self-loathing like a poison, sinking like a stone.

Mirror of doubt, reflection's tearing me apart,
Mirror of doubt, shadows creeping through my heart.
Mirror of doubt, lost in what I feel,
Mirror of doubt, tell me what is real.

I’m fighting with my conscience, wrestling with my soul,
Caught between my desires and the price that they toll.
Is this love worth the heartache, worth the pain and the strife?
Or am I just a shadow, in this double-edged life?

Mirror of doubt, reflection's tearing me apart,
Mirror of doubt, shadows creeping through my heart.
Mirror of doubt, lost in what I feel,
Mirror of doubt, tell me what is real.

Mirror of doubt, I face my darkest fears,
Mirror of doubt, drowning in my tears.
Mirror of doubt, will I ever heal?
Mirror of doubt, tell me what is real.