If You Still Hate Me

The feelings you are breaking
Are feelings I was faking
My eyes begin to shut, my life's a bitch
Want me to cut you up?
Your life is one big shout out
You think I'm fake, you are a snake

These are my fears

I fear
If you still hate me, you're thinking of me
I'm here
And I still don't know, I feel so low now

You make my life so aching
My every thought you're breaking
My ears begin to bleed, words you're riffing
I'm here to shut you up
Your life is one big fuck up
You think I'm fake, you're a snake

These are my fears

I fear
If you still hate me, you're thinking of me
I'm here
And I still don't know, I feel so low now
Now

I cannot see how 
You can be so fucking hateful 
Of my ways from all these thoughts I 
Will not stray the hate I feel today

My life is not 
Something you think you can run
You should have learned
This is the reason we're done

I hate your ways 
And everything that you say
I wish you dead