While I'M Here

I'll just carry the weight on my shoulders
If I don't let go I'll drown
And I'm tired of all the same bullshit
And broken faces in this town
I keep waiting for someone to save me
Or to talk my busy mind down
And I'm scared that I'll always be waiting
While I'm here I won't be found

You're always there when I get overwhelmed
You're always there when I get overwhelmed
You know, you know that I can think myself to hell

And I do it well, yeah
Just like the other night
Think I called just to cry
While you were on the line
Still not used to havin' somebody by my side
That's why I hold it in
That's why I still hold back sometimes
Well I'm scared that I won't make it

Feel like all my dreams are wasted on me (Wasted on me)
Wasted on me (Wasted on me)
I compare myself to everything around me
And it's better just tryin' to keep it together
Just tryin' to keep it to-

My mood changes like the weather
I'm in LA
It's always eighty degrees and I'm depressed
The water's to my chest now
Close my eyes and take in a deep breath now
Hope it don't run out, yeah

I'll just carry the weight on my shoulders
If I don't let go I'll drown
And I'm tired of all the same bullshit
And broken faces in this town
I keep waiting for someone to save me
Or to talk my busy mind down
And I'm scared that I'll always be waiting
While I'm here I won't be found