Bientót

By the time I finally did it
I was already ready to quit it
I couldn't care and wouldn't dare to admit it
Kept it hidden hoping if I rest a minute I'd forget it but
I never got great at faking it
Had to step back from my circle
When I found out there was snakes in it
ATL keep making it white boys keep taking it
You stole a migo flow that doesn't mean you sayin shit
I never kept up with the jones
Uh uh
I always tried to do my own shit
Uh huh
I get embarrassed by my old shit but
I guess that means that I been growing up
Which took me longer than it shoulda
Been earning back every dollar I put up
I kept it honorable and finally got a foot up
I just been winging this shit with hubris and hutzpah
It's been good but
I felt you leaving so I already let go
Tip toed and dipped 'fore I got more resentful
No regrets though
Bon au revoir mes amis â bientót
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I'll be in the pad looking back reverential
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Bon au revoir mes amis â bientót
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I think this week might murder me
But now I only speak in hyperbole so who knows?
Life's a prude though
And she likes curving me
But found the right person to divide the pie perfectly
Peep
Catch me on the couch cuddling
My wife made a hoe a house husband
What I'm supposed to write about now I'm not struggling
Every time I jot a thought I feel them doubts doubling
It's ugly
My life be boring as hell but
It's important feeling normal as well look
Most of marriage is ignoring the smells
I went from broke to a mortgage and bills
But they'll still tell you that you fell off
And for a bit I thought I did
You lose a lot of you in that first year you got a kid
But it's not the end
There's a lot that's not been said
Might have to take another shot instead
I'm dead
I felt you leaving so I already let go
Tip toed and dipped 'fore I got more resentful
No regrets though
Bon au revoir mes amis â bientót
 bientót
I'll be in the pad looking back reverential
 bientót
Bon au revoir mes amis â bientót
 bientót
 bientót
 bientót