Brb!

I'm in my room and my hoodie feels wet
My face red, and my palms fulla sweat (fuck, ew)
While I'm workin' up the courage in my chest
Just to go and send your ass a text
And I don't think I've gone outside in a week
'Cuz I fear of all these eyes that I meet
But when I'm with you I just shine from the teeth
Ain't carin' what none these no-life guys think of me
But when you not around I barely leave the house
You make me wanna be a better person
But I can't seem to figure you out
My self-hate causes doubt
All I want to leave my mouth is

Tell me that it's BRB
Don't hit me up to fuck n' leave me all alone with me
I need you holdin' me
So tell me if it's BRB
Don't treat me like these hoes 'cuz bae, you ain't no hoe to me
You feel like home to me

Just want you happy, I don't want you tryna force shit
Come over n' fuck me after I get done recordin'
I'll hitcho number just to text you "I adored it"
Then I'll delete it out of fear that you'll ignore it
I just can't help but feel that I'm better beside you
I'm head over heels, I don't needa remind you
In my bed alone dreamin' that you feelin' how I do
I couldn't deny you

Look
You takin' trips down my memory lane
Like every minute out of every day
I been in a pivot tryna scour my brain
Of those tiny moments I get red in the face at
All those moments where I wish I'd erase that
Always tryna be the shawdy that's laid back
But I'm a dork and you tell me "embrace that"
I'm stuck in my head about you in my bed
And your hand on my thighs goin' under my dress
And I'm comin' to find that I struggle to text
'Cuz you sendin' me signs that we no more than friends
All like baby you lookin' so fine, like all of the time
I can't get you outta my mind, do you feel the same as I?
You don't gotta lie, just tell me you fine or

That it's BRB
Don't hit me up to fuck n' leave me all alone with me
I need you holdin' me
So tell me if it's BRB
Don't treat me like these hoes cuz bae, you ain't no hoe to me
You feel like home to me