Keep U Close

Keeping you close
I don't know if
What we had was real
Every time
I've been thinking on my mind

Catch me callin' AAA, you've been towin' on the line
Not the type to let it ring, I pick it up and hit decline
Like I'm jumpin' timezones, I disappear from time to time
You don't drink, but you wine and dine, yeah
You asked me what I learned from life, you break your heart and grow a spine
Nothing's yours to keep, and that's what I keep in mind
If you learn to let it go, yeah, that's when you catch a vibe
Forgiving what's around you and someday you heal inside
Put together but a mess
Yeah, they tell me I need meds
ER rooms, they runnin' tests, ayy
Anxiety and stress, ayy
Latin in my roots, but don't call me with an ese
Pushin' me away, hopin' that it gets me
All up out my goals, but sometimes it don't impress me
If it doesn't go right, good thing I'm a leftie
Always down to lose a queen if my homies check me
You know God is calling when the devil text me
My past messy, but I'm

Keeping you close
I don't know if
What we had was real
Every time
I've been thinking on my mind

Yeah
Gettin' close when I shouldn't have
Look at that, I'm unattached
Lookin' down, I'm runnin' back
These days feel like Jerry Rice tryna catch the pass
Feels like if you look too far ahead you end up looking back
Pills are on the floor, mascara running black
Tryna see some change, but I ain't no wishin' well
Shootin' stars at night, you said goodbye 'cause I wished you well
I know that God is on my side, sometimes it's hard to tell
I know that they want to see you win so they can see you fail, hmm
Poppin' off with these feelin's
Poppin' streams, I do millions
Mama got me these crystals
I need prayers, I need healing
Painting feels on the ceiling, hmm
Sayin' less when I mean it
Cut 'em off is my secret
Friendships, I don't keep 'em
Never float in them deep ends
Chasin' waves, and they sinkin', hmm, ayy
Lotta people tryna use me, see it on the low, ayy
Used to work with so-and-so, hmm, how 'bout no? Ayy
Good with what I got, if you don't like it hit the road
Learning from the past while I'm learning let it go, so I'm

Keeping you close
I don't know if
What we had was real
Every time
I've been thinking on my mind
I've been thinking