Me Then Vs Me Now

I know I shut myself down, just to block out the pain
I've been trying to be better, but I keep fading away
I'm caught up in my emotions, I'll put you out again
Cause when I hate myself enough, I hurt the ones I love
Forget who you was, I'm more in love with who you is right now
The only thing that matter is now
I want you to get up, look in the mirror and tell yourself this
F#%k who you was, I'm more in love with who you is right now
The only thing that matter is now
Never let them tell you different
You ain't gotta fit in with the crowd cause you different
Don't let them trick you out your spot, protect your position
They think you think you all that cause they don't see the vision
But they don't know who you was, that's why they show resentment
The whole time they your blood and they see competition
They try to drag my name in mud, hold my past against me
I forgot who I was, but they ain't wanna listen
Forget who you was, I'm more in love with who you is right now
The only thing that matter is now
You ain't gotta be ashamed of your past
Just put your middle fingers up and say this
F#%k who you was, I'm more in love with who you is right now
The only thing that matter is now
I was on the phone with this girl I used to know and did what she told me
I guess it wasn't for us, cause we would be together right now
Popping out, roughing feathers right now
And everything you said was true, but I ain't gonna lie
I tried to ignore it, I'm on the road to doing better right now
I could've came up with every excuse in this world, but to keep it real
Only the time gone tell you right now
Forget who you was, I'm more in love with who you is right now
The only thing that matter is now
I want you to get up, look in the mirror and tell yourself this
F#%k who you was, I'm more in love with who you is right now
The only thing that matter is now
Go with your move, tryna catch a groove, feeling brand new
I done finally found my confidence and landed on the moon
Go with your move, tryna catch a groove, feeling brand new
I done finally found my confidence and landed on the moon
Forget who you was, I'm more in love with who you is right now
The only thing that matter is now
I hurt the ones I love
I hurt the ones I love
I hurt the ones I love