Shoulda Woulda

I can talk too much
But don't say enough
Every single opportunity that comes
I just pass it up
Think I've lost the touch, yeah
Guess I get too shy
Close the curtains and blinds
You don't wanna see this messy mind
It's a heavy life, this internal fight
And sometimes I do shit and I don't know why
Gets in the way and it wastes all my time
Refuse to consume all the drugs they prescribe
I've been taught all my lessons from my own mistakes
Next time it comes round won't do it again
Don't taint me for my ways

I don't wanna, lose my mind
Wishing that I did things different
I don't wanna, lose my mind
Shoulda woulda coulda
I dont wanna, lose my mind
Thinking of the things I didn't know, oh
Shoulda woulda coulda
Shoulda woulda coulda
Shoulda woulda
Shoulda woulda coulda
Shoulda woulda (coulda)

Ooh, said to myself
This ain't good for my mental health
And it's ringing alarm bells
Don't need no one else, to get what's in my head out
I need to get away
Or find a beautiful escape
Where there's nothing no one says
No distractions in my way
Oh it feels when I'm at home
I'm over thinking in my zone
I don't wanna live on this frequency
Trapped and can't move on, and I -
I've been taught all my lessons from my own mistakes
Next time it comes round won't do it again
I blame it on my way

I don't wanna, lose my mind
Wishing that I did things different
I don't wanna, lose my mind
Shoulda woulda coulda
I dont wanna, lose my mind
Thinking of the things I didn't know, oh
Shoulda woulda coulda
Shoulda woulda coulda
Shoulda woulda
Shoulda woulda coulda
Shoulda woulda (coulda)

Oh yeah
My mind (lose my mind)