Quest To Be Perfect

It used to be hard being a person
That's why I had six different versions
Not sure who would come to the surface
I was on a quest to be perfect

Planned every meal so compulsive
And I buried the dreams of a small kid
I had so many rules it was toxic
But I told myself it would be worth it
I was on a quest to be perfect

Now I'm losing control
Got no filter at all
I'm a mess, I'm a freak, not a saint
How come I didn't know
That the best of us all go insane
I hated perfect anyway
I hated perfect anyway

Now we're sat in the car and we're laughing
At all the strange little things in my head
I'm thinking it's nice how life happens
When you don't start the morning with dread
You let someone in
And your hearts in your mouth
Show all your edges and trust that they're not walking out
Yeah, I'm broken
But not scared
I'm just getting started so watch me

Now I'm losing control
Got no filter at all
I'm a mess, I'm a freak, not a saint
How come I didn't know
That the best of us all go insane

Now I'm losing control
Got no filter at all
I'm a mess, I'm a freak, not a saint
How come I didn't know
That the best of us all go insane
I hated perfect anyway
I hated perfect anyway
I hated perfect anyway
I hated perfect anyway

Now i'm losing control
Got no filter at all
I'm a mess, I'm a freak, not a saint
How come I didn't know
That the best of us all go insane
I hated perfect anyway
I hated perfect anyway
I hated perfect anyway
I hated perfect anyway