Back Against The Wall

Ayy, bitch, ayy
(22) Ayy, you know
I came up lost, you know
Ayy, I'm lonely as a bitch, but
Ayy, say lil' brother, this shit gon' get better
And we gon' keep pushin'
You know, I-I-I didn't even have to speak on this, but I did, you know
Ayy, go

I don't even take care of myself no more
Back against the wall, I done lost it all, I should've known how it go
Three baby mamas in, I just got some kids, all of them girls is gone
My niggas is dead, and I can't even speak '
Cause my kids just can't be alone
Nip killed Roc, got shanked in jail, I hope he die in his dreams
My girl walked out and it hurt like hell, I'm why she decided to leave
My unborn son ain't deserve this shit
I feel like his daddy ain't shit
'Cause Jaylin mama was with me right or wrong
And I was just focused on hittin' a bitch
I can't even comprehend how I put my
Feelings first before everyone else's
Sippin' tequila and threw back a Xan', damn, I feel so selfish
I'm a narcissistic bitch who think he lit, damn, I'm selfless
You lose one battle and then they switch, damn, I feel so helpless
Niggas keep callin' my phone, I won't even reply with a message
I had to get in my zone, I fucked up, now it's treacherous
Destiny, sorry for treatin' you wrong
But I feel like you ain't respect me
Aubrey, I'm sorry for fuckin' you over
But I still feel like you let me
Katie, I'm sorry for fuckin' you over
You ain't even deserve it, I'm extra
Did one thing, I did it again, then it had turned to a plethora
Cuzo, I'm sorry for lettin' you down
We shouldn't have turned to a stepper
Xavior, Blake, Zay, Nathan, I should've never tried steppin' up
Sometimes these emotions start gettin' the best
Of us, I should've never started lettin' up
I follow my deen, but I don't even pray
Enough, I feel like God keeps testin' us
I got some money, then I came up, now niggas focused on pressin' us
You was my girl, here to the end, nobody ever impressin' us

Ayy, you know how it go, I'm with you 'til the end, brother
Should've put my hands on you (Why?)
All my kids, I'm sorry (Why?)
Feel like I damned on you (Why?)
Baby mamas, tell 'em I'm sorry I bombed on you (Why?)
Wasn't myself, helpin' everybody out, I can't call on you (Why?)
I just wanna call on you (Why?)
Baby, can I call on you? (Why?)
Sorry that I couldn't fall on you (Why?)
I can't even call on you (Why?)