Blink Of An Eye

My darling
My everything
I hope you're hearing me
Darling
Is this a bad dream?
I can't fucking breathe
Can you hear me?
Tell me you're okay, tell me you're okay
Tell me

No one tells you

A blink of an eye can change your whole life
Where one minute you had your pride, and now you're left just screaming why
I can't write her eulogy

Let her go
Bring her home
Every shadow is reminiscent
I'm hollow, I can't feel her spirit
Minutes turn to days as my sanity just slips away

Molding from a man into a monster
But I guess I'm the greater of two evils
Heading where my headlights take me
All on instinct, driving blindly
No one helping me, so I'll just do it myself

Trunk full of rope, gloves for me to choke, pliers for the nails, and a hammer for their bones
If one hair is missing from her head, I'll bury you before you're dead
Dead
Beg for breath

A blink of an eye has changed my whole life
Where one minute I was screaming why, and now I'm holding her so tight
Not a scratch upon her skin
I'm not a holy man, but this is what a miracle is
Who took you away from me?
Shattered you piece by piece?
You deserved the world and more
But you were met with hell itself
Taken from the life we built

This is what I believed before the call was received

How can she be standing here if you found her body at the bottom of the fucking lake?

What is real?
What is fake?
I can't live in this state of mind
Let me die in this limbo of mine