Natural At Disaster

It's hard to love you when you hate yourself
Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health
Tryna fix you made me break myself
It's like I'm a moth to the toxicity
You reeled me in, I'm addicted to narcissistic qualities
But now your ignorance kinda scares me

(Someone's gotta say it)

'Cause you were all snakes, no ladders
You're happiest when you make me sadder
Tried to help you, but it didn't matter
You're a natural at disaster
(Ah) tryna build a bridge outta matches
(Ah) but then you breathe out and fire catches
(Ah) everything you touch turns to ashes
(Ah) you're a natural at disaster

Wreaking havoc, everything you do is problematic (problematic)
Never getting better, when you're stuck in your ways forever (ways forever)
So here's a medal, you fooled me into thinking I was special (ah)
Can't get through to you unless I go down to your level (to your level)
So, on a level
I'm pretty sure that you're the devil

(Ah, oh-oh-oh) 'cause you were all snakes, no ladders
(Ah, oh-oh-oh) you're happiest when you make me sadder
(Ah, oh-oh-oh) tried to help you, but it didn't matter
(Ah) you're a natural at disaster
(Ah, oh-oh-oh) tryna build a bridge outta matches (oh)
(Ah, oh-oh-oh) but then you breathe out and fire catches, yeah
(Ah, oh-oh-oh) everything you touch turns to ashes
(Ah)

Well done, you, for raining on every parade 'til it turns black and blue (black and blue)
It's just what you do (you're a natural at disaster)
And well done, me, for letting you step over every single boundary (hey)
Does that make me weak? (Does that make me weak? Yeah)

It's hard to love you when you hate yourself
Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health