Paralyzed

Tellin' you the truth I'm panicked
Cannot sleep like a cocaine addict 
Don't wanna hear nor trust no medics
I don't need' em to fight
What's wrong when I remain static
While everybody would get hysteric 
I'm a victim of my own mystery 
Gotta ease out my mind 
My brain is glitching and freezing : "hello?" 
I feel tired and I'm talking alone
Like in the middle of a tornado 
Everything's turning, I can't even move my bones

I Will avoid the seizure 
Man I gotta see the light 
Can you please turn it on?

My soul and mind drift away,
cnd I'm paralyzed, paralyzed
I wanna move like yesterday,
and I'm paralyzed, paralyzed

I been kinda confused lately, life is a mystery
Me step a foot inna the maze, where the haze be
So much a gwaan, yet nothing really daze me
Maybe me lifeless? Or very lazy?
I'm dejected, and affected, 
It's like I'm frozen inside but my brain has melted
Jah know seh how much I wanna break free from
My insecurity weh tek ova me freedom
I'm inactive, ineffective
Feel like a pickney, me cyaan follow no directive
Inna the miggle a di this ruff reality I
Gotta move on and I'm gonna try!

Stuck in the middle,
Between my wishes and my doubts
I don't know if I can get the prize
I been dreamin' about 
Man a go rise and make it anyway
But confidence is low, boy
My hopes a so high, when I'm alone I 
Cyaan mek no choice, when the chips are down
It's critical, hear me, me likkle voice is unruly and so skeptical
So deh pon the road me no matta weh we go for the moment
It's time to stand up and break from the chains
Weh maintain us deh pon the ground

Gotta let me go
Gotta let me free
What breaks me down is not the world
It's in my head inside of me
Gotta let me go
Gotta let me free
Man a go rise up with the right mentality