Deserve

I waited by my phone 'til you text me back
Always put you first while you put me last
I still have your picture up on my fridge
And I'm missing you but not what you did
Almost wish we didn't have memories
So I wouldn't think about you and me
Kinda since you said that I love you first
But at least I know I made it through the worst

Oh, oh-oh
When can I let you go?
Put me through hell and worse
But it showed me what I'm worth

I deserve someone to love me
Someone who's proud to hold me
Someone who feels like anytime we're in a crowd
There's nobody else around
You still want me through the good, the bad and the ugly
And damn it hurts
But thanks to you I finally learned
All the things I don't deserve

Wonder if you ever knew when I'd cave
Or if you tell your friends about me someday
I still have questions I can't resolve
Like, was I the only one to fall?

Oh, oh-oh
How can I let you go?
Put me through hell and worse
But it showed me what I'm worth

I deserve someone to love me
Someone who's proud to hold me
Someone who feels like anytime we're in a crowd
There's nobody else around
You still want me through the good, the bad and the ugly
And damn it hurts
But thanks to you I finally learned
All the things I don't deserve