To Avoid Pain

Stealing silence
Addicted to violence
I guess I should stop messing up every chance I get
I thought I lost her
But I'm still somebody's daughter
It's hard to have faith in yourself if you can't see what's left
And I would give all I could give
For a chance to be given another brain
And I just want a will to live
Something other than living just to avoid pain
To avoid pain
The camera's rolling
I do it without knowing
A subconscious self sabotage, a horror movie at best
Curse under my breath
Only the wind knows what I said
A few more screams of rage is all it would take to let me rest
And I would give all I could give
For a chance to step out of the rain
And I just want a will to live
Something other than living just to avoid pain
To avoid pain
Pain
To avoid
Stealing silence
Addicted to violence
I guess I should stop messing up every chance I get