I Killed Peter Pan

Life is a terminal disease
And you don't like me getting older
Try to kill me over the age 18
But I grew up to be a soldier

But here I am again
Crying on my birthday
I cannot pretend that I don't get scared
And here I am again
Crying on my birthday
I cannot pretend
I cannot be a little girl
I cannot be a little girl

Suddenly look at me
I don't give a damn
Try to make me the boy, I'm the man
Cuz I'm the one who killed peter pan
I'm the one who killed peter pan

Suddenly look at me
I don't give a damn
Try to make me the boy, I'm the man
Cuz I'm the one who killed peter pan
I'm the one who killed peter pan

Life's a fucking waste
Who can never burn it
But you can better see the flame
And no one notices or cares if you want to surf in
But every story needs a final ending

Here I am again
Crying on my birthday
I cannot pretend that I don't get scared
And here I am again
Crying on my birthday
I cannot pretend
I cannot be a little girl
I cannot be a little girl
I will not be a little girl

Suddenly look at me
I don't give a damn
Try to make me the boy, I'm the man
Cuz I'm the one who killed peter pan
I'm the one who killed peter pan

Suddenly look at me
I don't give a damn
Try to make me the boy, I'm the man
Cuz I'm the one who killed peter pan
I'm the one who killed peter pan

Here I am again
Crying on my birthday
I cannot pretend that I don't get scared
And here I am again
Crying on my birthday
I cannot pretend
I cannot be a little girl