Neuroprison

Serving a life sentence 
for my crime of being alive
Rot forever, live the cycle 
It's a place that I'll never escape 
Break my hands just to pacify
The rapid pain settles me. 
Boiled over, sweet release 
Down to the second I am trapped in this prison
A racing mind offers no peace
Locked down with chains of anxiety
Racing thoughts are all that haunt me
Stood still in a neuroprison
The world still turns around me
Time flies as I do my time 
While the days blend together
I fear that I'm losing my grip
A disconnect that cannot be fixed 
Cycle through 
the same subjects 
the same thought processes
Though closure 
is unattainable
I still dwell
Stood still in a neuroprison
My world still burns around me
SENTENCED TO LIFE IN MY MIND
TEAR DOWN THE WALLS OF THE
NEUROPRISON